I hadn't been hiking since my injury. At times, it still hurt to walk, and if I bent my knees beyond a 90 degree angle, I could feel the cartilage grinding against my patellas. Not enjoyable. I feared I would never hike or run again. Looking back, I certainly overreacted. But I didn't know what was going on with my joints; I wasn't educated to understand these things. I prayed and prayed to God, begging him to heal me, so I could explore the mountains again. I didn't understand how He could give me such an amazing gift, only to take it away.
I went through 2 months of physical therapy, where I learned the extent of my injury and found hope in hard work and the basic knowledge that, sooner or later, I would hike again. Especially because I wanted to so badly.
For my next trip, I decided to return to Spy Rock. For some reason, it seemed fitting to return there, and I had been unable to enjoy the vista, since I'd been in such pain. I wanted to return and see it through clear eyes this time. It would also mark my first (and only, thus far) solo over-nighter. I remember being slightly apprehensive, wondering if I would run into any 'weirdos' or freak myself out at night. It turned out the Appalachian Trail was a highway of hikers that weekend, and I was hardly alone. I ended up sharing a campsite with a really nice fellow close to my own age and his Labrador Retriever, Lucy. Sadly, the guy's name, 2 years later, escapes me. Go figure. Still, we shared a campfire that night and talked about the outdoors and God. Turns out, he (and probably his dog; she was really cool, although she helped herself to my dinner) was a Christian.
Over the course of my weekend away, it occurred to me that God might have briefly taken my ability to hike so that when it was restored - through hard work, determination, and reliance on Him - my appreciation for the mountains and His creation would be that much stronger. And as always, God would be ever more glorified.
So now, I look back on that difficult time, and I thank God for guiding me through it. I thank Him for showing me His faithfulness in a unique way, so that I could understand and really believe He is good and means best for me. And I thank Him for making His Creation new to me all over again.
Like a good father, God always finds a way to care for His children.

